Time

Hello there. Im back again. but this time with absolute no photos as i dont feel like uploading any. *alert: blogger's in an emo mode so be prepared to read some ishy mushy stuff. but if you dont wish to, you can always close up this box. hah


DUH. pretty much unhappy with my study progress so far. my mind seems blank. all i did all times is just jotting and jotting points from slides which mostly i dont understand. yet. ( something like copying blindly la) =.= shooooooo disappointing.

Well i have good news and also bad news for myself. The good news is im not gonna be bored for at least this entire month till december 15th. haha


BUT i have more bad news. i have missions to achieve starting from now. first is to make sure that i perform well next week and also for my upcoming finals!!! and to get back in shape before 14th november. my gawd. the last one is the toughest part. haha kidding.

I love challenges but sometimes i just feel like i cant overcome it. sigh. im weak, i know. i feel like i need more time for everything..


and i freaking hate making tough decisions. sometimes i really wish i could be more naive and make certain decisions without considering every single factors caused it gets annoying when you get all indecisive and unsure what to do next. im the type that always plan for my future, thats why i find it pretty hard to just commit into something that im not even sure that its working or so. but i fear that i regretted for being over far-sighted as it might caused me to lose many wonderful opportunities that lies ahead. well, all in all, i think time is the only solution to all my worries.



right now, i just hope that i can achieve all my missions then i ll leave to KL for a nice break!! gosh. i cant wait for that moment to come man, seriously.



o ya, after i went for rehearsal tonight, i managed to stop by a boutique called dressedup to look for red tank top ( my goodness. i wonder why is it so hard to look for such simple outfit) but ah well, the point is i ended up with a gypsy dress/skirt (multipurpose. heh) finally i found a one!! evil laughter***

have been hunting for one since forever man!



k. enough emo-ing and complaining. gotta off to bed now. toodles.



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