Thursday, May 13, 2010

can't think of any.



Have you ever...



find that there are moments when words cant describe how you feel?

try to stay cool and steady while deep inside you're completely numb?

feel like someone just shot a bullet to your brain right after a scrumptious meal?

totally got sick of everything that has been happening around?

finally get the chance to show your skills ( although not professional one -_-) to the public but at the same time have to deal with a major breakdown?

watched a horror film and wish that you could rewatch it just to scare yourself again so that you wont have the time to sit and feel sorry for yourself?

find out that things will not flow your way?

eventually realized that this world is not as simple as it seems?

realized that there are actually lots of lies, lying beneath the perfections?

solved a puzzle but the images formed horrified you and left you with scars?




Speaking of life experiences... everything happens for a reason , ey?
Has anyone ever skip those above??

Damn.












3 comments:

Wilander Tee said...

Wassup, first time reading ur blog. People always have dissapointments in their lives. Theres a point in time where everyone will realize that everything is not as simple as it seems. Take it as an experience. I don't know what could've made you feel bad or made you see things in such disappointment, but the truth is horrifying. But that doesn't mean it is only horrifying.

Julia Ho said...

yea.truth can be pretty ugly sometimes. one ugly fact that i just noticed is there's no more justice in this world, only manipulative brains are needed.

Life is like playing chess. You need to know the tactiq, not ethics. =)

Wilander Tee said...

Haha, if you really treat life like playing chess, i would say you'd become a bitter old woman in your late 20s.... War is like playing chess... unless you're planning to take up arms against the world, i would say you're writing a book instead, don't you think?

Don't just find the answer on how to live, but what to live for.