holidaeee

Second post. This time about random things happening lately. Hmm.. where shall i begin.

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Well, Exam's over. Time to chill, For real. with absolute no sense of guilt or anxiety ( unlike the previous one which obviously written as the title. mehh)

damn, i just can't seem to hide that emo-sad-little-world of mine. Just had the feeling that i should at least blog a little about it. Well, for this whole sem, I'm feeling defeated in many ways ranging from friendship to relationship then t0 studies(i've tried my best but guess it wasn't good enough) and even financially! (money stolen, fml).

Not that i want to dwell in self pity though, just that things had got pretty bad that i can't help but to feel sorry for myself. At times like this, i really feel like giving up. thank God i did not let that happened. hah

Not that i wan to prove that i'm strong or whatever (although somehow pretty amazed by my own optimism :X)

But what can i say laaaaaaa? Life goes on.

and yea. i'm vain and weight-conscious. I won't deny that fact. Somehow some people just happened to be bothered bout that. what has it to do with you anyway? i truly wonders. lol

Nevertheless, i won't say that this sem is really a BAD one either as i noticed i've learnt a lot, i repeat, a lotttttt.

I begin to see things in different perspectives. no longer living in my silly-princessey-naive world. This world is pretty, but not always :) you'll get hurt constantly. But most importantly you have learnt how to toughen up and deal with them. Otherwise, giving up is not much difference as being self-defeated and that's the end of everything.

o ya, the reason why i dressed up so OL-lyyyy was cos i went for my driving license photo-taking .finally a legal driver (just for display license -.-)

LOL

it's been quite some time that i took photos like this. can you sense the awkwardness on my face? hah

tuning: not afraid - eminem

LOves.