STILL in a random holiday mode.

hellooo~Good morning everyone!!!!

Am feeling good today. All fresh and happy...cos you know what?





i've change my sleeping habit!! Manage to adjust BACK my biological clock. =D Happy that my plan didn't fail. *peace*

i woke up early these days...
ah well, like i've mention before am not used to blog in the morning. XD oooh ya, there's a few photos that i've taken these few days with John and Hannah them. that basically some up what im up to this sem break..=D

Party gathering at John's house. nelson with his *macho look and forever cute Chyi...hannah lookin good with her peace sign =D

Let's eat and dance the night away!!!

Err... the boys can never seem to pose properly. especially the bespectacled one & the chubby one.. =.=

Last night, we all met up at Bing... apparently everyone sits at home till almost "seh-ko" d. XD

The big gentleman Nelson and my beautiful friend, Hannah =D

John and Hannah

Their gayness seem to make us feelin gay too last night. haha!



Very vain, huh? There's more in my cam, actually. but dont wanna spoil their image la since all still single. LOL. owh ~suddenly recalled a pic of Samuel lookin so farny in my cam! LMAO. that guy is a real clown man!




Me, Doris and Hannah.

Hannah and I

Im kinda lazy to write in proper sentence now but im super free that i don wanna stop blogging yet. so guess i'll just express how i feel now in point form. =.=

1. Overloaded breakfast makes me feel wanna puke at times.

2. judging from all photos taken recently, my face color indeed has not much difference ]with the zombies -.-

3. damn the stomach. gastrointestinal problem just mess up me life...

4. i need a whole lot change in my attitude. no need to remind me, i know myself well. but it aint easy i havta say.

5. i think i care too much on people's perspective on me. which is rather ridiculous. i mean... whoa-la. you can never stop a person from commenting you. its their mouth. so WHO CARES???

im so gonna be ME. =B

6. im lame, i know that too. so what?? i think those who try to be cool is indeed MORE lame than i am -_____________-

7. why does some people bothers bout social status so much??

8. im sick and tired of defending myself against gossips and criticisms. and helloooo~ who doesnt wanna be flawless. judge urself before u start judging others.

9. the physician said that atm, my body cant seem to absorb nutrients thru the food that i consumed. bloody hell... that's why i have no energy and i look like.. ok nothing.

he even advise my mom not to spend on vitamins for me now as my body cant absorb it anyway.

@.@ awesome.

10. sometimes i doubt my intuition. but there are times which proves that it can be trusted though =.=

11. i dont see any satisfying result from gyming.

12. i wanna dance!!!!

13. im so vulnerable. yeah... mentally and even physically.

and i freaking hate that. i wish that im cold hearted. i wanna be immune to insults and criticisms.

14. maybe im pushing myself too much...and even so, i dont see much to the good sides.. instead it made me worst. i need a break.

15. Have a break, have a Kit-Kat. and sh*t head. i can joke all times regardless how down i am.

16. i laugh to relieve tensions.

17. although im as fragile as a glass, i dont cry easily. sometimes its a good thing. unfortunately, there are times when i wish to cry my heart out when i know its time for me to really break down but i fail.

@.@ worst of the worst, only tears rolled down, i guess.

18. just got a text message. Lisa's coming over to sleepover. Great. need to clean up my room soon.

19. cant wait for the damai trip.

20. im turning 19 next Thursday. time flies. but thank God Im getting more mature now.=D

21. i wish to change my current hairstyle. for good. BIG RISK. big hole in the pocket and there's

also possibility that it wont turn out good. =.= to go for it or not to? HMM....

22. i wanna hunt for games such as SIMS 3 and left for dead and and CS and whatsoever interesting ones at One TJ tonight. =D

23. im going to Absolutely Dressed Gallery soon to hunt for dress but sadly.. i dont think im in good shape now.

24. i need a *school* bag. it annoyes me somehow as my file cant fit in my current bag. needa good strategy when visit the toilet alone in campus.. if you get what i mean. @.@

25. i love my new friends!!! i finally found friends that really take me as who i am. funny, ammiable, sweet and warm. and they sure does bring light to my life. =D

26. i love shopping. when i shop, i forget all the miseries that overdrown me at times.

27. and ouch! my neck hurts like sh*t. no doubt, my sitting posture too unique d. XD gotta get away from my laptop now.

p/s: hope i don bore you guys out. and to those who bother to read, thanks for ya time.

Tune On: Boom Boom Pow - BEP i like that boom boom powww!

Anyong Haseyong!!!!

encountered 2 Koreans today at mng. so suddenly thought of it as my first sentence to greet you guys. =D
btw, is the spelling right?

Anyhoo, today i went out with a group of my "new" friends again to Spring. First, we all met up at Kado restaurant for lunch then off we went to Spring! =D owh spring.. are thee bored of this familiar face already~?

o ya...I almost lay my hand on a mascara in Stage as they are now having promotion as in BUY 1 FREE 1 for all the selected items! But thank God. I managed to refrain myself from spending =D
It's been the second time i stopped myself from buying the things i desire.
Beat that shopaholic syndrome. Yeah babehhhhh~!!! girls, let's support this campaign.

eh btw, encore, wanna share with me? i mean the mascara. whoopsss =S

The person who spent the most today are not us girls, but John. lol.
We spent about one hour plus in Lee Denim shop as he intended to get himself a new pair of jeans. =)

Ah well, we girls sorta criticise his dressing all the time as he loves to put on baggy tops and pants which practically made him look so thin and sluggish. no offense. john**

So in the end, he bought a collar tee from there as well.

While waiting for John to do his catwalk... camwhoring session began. i wasnt the one who started it first. mehhhhh~~~~ see. i behaved so well in public

but in the end the belang also come out d la...

Hannah and I

cute cute Chyi Chyi and pretty Hannah

John and I

I felt pretty glad being able to hang out with all of them as they're very easy-going, crazeh ( which i like best!) and filled with sense of humor ( credits to samuel wong and nelson).

Thank goodness i have friends like this to hang out with at times as my life is such a bore right now... There's nothing much that i can do besides rotting at home - laptop is my current bestfriend. no doubt. =.=

BUt but but but but but.
I have a mission to achieve now.
A mission that is er... very hard to accomplish but i INSIST to do it.
Im gonna start a diet marathon now. eh wrong not now. i mean tomorrow.

To those who knows me well, ahh... this time im serious man. no kidding.
..................

While typing the word "diet", cheese naan is what im currrently picturing of. sh*T. @.@

nights everyone. am supposed to sleep early but i have no idea why i ended up blogging here instead. weird, huh? and another weird thing is, i feel WEIRD if i blog early daytime so that could possibly explain why i usually ended up blogging around midnight or with no post at all as i fell asleep already.

Bear with me, my friends. I've been very random these days.

Oyasumi nasai. ( have no idea how to say goodnight in korean so sub it with Japanese. geng mou??)

*silently praying hard that im able to wake up at 7 tomorrow to make fruit+ vege juice for meself. mission impossible. but i'll make it possible. watch me!!!!!



Tune on : nothing. -_____________-

cos i thought im off to bed d. but dont know why my fingers so itchy that i click on my blog and in the end crap so much here. talking gibberish summore. gosh. weird. and Bye.



Loves

Julia struggling. but it will be ok someday =)

just those days...

i wish that i can own one....

What a day. phooh!

It's been a long time i didn't really move around like this.

(er... actually my sem break just started last Thurs but sadly it feels like months already -.-)

Went to campus today.. rush here and there, eh. wrong. should be spent probably an hour and the half at the admin place, dealing with my JPA forms, graduation forms (gosh. i didn't know that i need to pay for that. what to do. blur people always like this. but thank God. the due date is next Monday, at least im still safe =)) and also! finally did my online survey - i keep procrastinating from doing it eventhough im so so so freaking free... God knows why....

Went for friends' gathering just now... I know i supposed to be happy but i have no idea why im NOT as happy as i think i would be. I've felt moody and antisocial for days now... sigh.

-_________- even my cammy also wanna make a fool of me. keep on mo tin mo tin. ish. stupid battery.

wait. this cant continue any longer. i gotta revive back man! i mean seriously!!!!!!!!!

But at the mean time, i just want to close my eyes and make it goes away... i mean those negative emotions.

Nights everyone.. who happpens to read my blog... who actually bothered bout my existence....

tune on: Be with You- akon ft. wilber

LOVE

Julia

ANother day had passed...=) a super duper free day.

Repeat the same routine again. Except that i didn't go campus today.

Swineflu in Swinburne. sweats. but he never been to Sarawak Campus here la. NO WORRIES.

Sien. -_____________-

I wanna watch gOssip girl season 2. lazy wanna download. anyone can lend it to me? *.*

Ate apple just now. Mom is scared of me already. She said she cant afford stocking so much fruits for me. All the fruits in the fridge habis sapu by me. @.@

and im in love with high waist pants and also skirts. FINALLY this fashion has arrived in Kuching. man goodness... take so long. no wonder Kuching is so outdated la. ish.

nice right? but gotta be slim then can fit in nice such pants. or else will end up looking kinda chubby. sigh....

personally like this one:



(saw something similar at Mix Boutique. but the price freaking sui also. rm100 plus plus)


oh no. I seriously need to find something to do. my butt hurts, result from sitting too long.

Ciao.

Tune on: LOVE GAME - LAdy gaga

Julia

Holiday mode

Cant sleep. cos overslept.

again. =.=

But thank goodness, due to that reason, i finally update my blog.

Not feeling very good lately. sigh...

Been to campus this noon for the jpa forms. Spent an hour in the library, reading novel and chatting with Brendan who also happened to be there to kill time... then went gyming.

o man. i sound so dead. okay, excuse me please. emotionally unstable recently. LOL.

Hmm... anyhoo, this holiday is just like any ordinary sem break. Nothing much. just slack around a lot. Only had two outings with friends and lots with my mama and papa of course. *wink

Last week, i met up with my old classmate, April who came back from KL, at Spring. It's been 4 years we havent met each other.

O boy, she sure does change a lot. not very obvious in the physical way but her thinking. Totally transformed to one of those big city gurls' thinking. No offense, i never said that it's a bad thing though. she's more open-minded now and have the intention to at least dolls herself up.

Happy to meet her anyway! =)

Then night time, went to Sharing (Chyi Chyi's brother's house restaurant) for friends gathering.

* nan ren and nu ren* My handsome cousie, Corn and his precious, Rachel.


Nelson and Samuel
These 2 guys are freaking hillarious! Trust me, they made me laugh my guts out that night!

The charming lady, Hannah MOntana and I. haha.

Mua and my so-called brother, John. *aiya, dont think qualified enough to be his so-called sista cos his biological sis is so stunningly beautiful. *.* no lies. LOL.




After the short gathering at Sharing, we all decided to head to Garden Hill located at Topspot for a drink. Instead, the naughty us decided to order this:

but it wasn't my idea though. I was just planning to get myself a glass of cocktail, that's it. And i didn't drink much as well. Afraid that i get hung over as i never tried whisky before. Caused my face to look swollen -_______- but it taste good, i havta say. *smirks

Sigh. Gotta go find Mrs Michael, my high school principal, to get her signature and chop tomorrow morning. Just pray that she's in Kuching now or else i wake up early for nothing. =.= hate waking up early. hate disappointments. haha. who doesn't? lol. thought that there's a ray of hope shining down on me but in the end i think i stepped on a puddle of mud instead. o.O

Okla. this post is way too long d. It really takes up my time. Gotta sleep now or else i cant wake up early.

Tune on: Hatin on the club - Rihanna

LOves.

Sayonara stress. Say Hello to Holiday =p

Finally!!! One big pile of burden in my heart has vanished!

The minute i see the clock striked 12:05pm, i was smiling to myself, but to my dismay, i think the invigilator saw it. *hide face. Had my Maths paper this morning... Thank God that i manage to answer all questions in time... but ain't sure i got them right or not.

Bottomline is I've tried my best, that's it. Don't dare to think any further. Actually is dont bother to think further cause now is officially the period to breakfree~!!!!

This sem break is gonna be super long~ the word that starts with a letter b and ends with m is so gonna haunt me back but that is DEFINITELY better than being drown by stress!

hmm...Nothing interesting to blog about..no outings yet. =.=

But tomorrow most probably I'll meet up with a long lost friend of mine, April and then i'll head to gym!

Phooh! My first sem in first year degree has just ended. =) No doubt time flies. And i think i've learnt alot throughout this period. I personally think i've become more mature already in terms of thinking after going through many odds and ends. ( cheh-whoaaaaaa. dramatic ba *wink)

Well, at least i've learnt to know that most people are indeed not as angelic and nice as we think they are. Some can even backstabbed their close ones just for the sake of getting what they desire. this is all rise from egoism, i think. Guess its human nature, aye? or the new trend of life? *smirks. No worries. Am not referring to anyone.

And promise will have more photos uploaded so then you guys wont get bored . LOL.

And,... i miss eating this: ( so random, i know.it suddenly pop out in my head ba...)

My battery flat d. Gotta go recharge now.

Nights fellas.

Tune on: Realise - Cobbie Callat

Loves from

Julia yearn to walk on empty streets to clear my head... place like Soho, London will do. LOL

Fever

Aloha! Good morning everyone! I know its super early to stay awake now. ohohoho

sigh. Was trying to redo the past year exam papers for Chemistry. Boy, i think the more i do, the more confused i get... sometimes =S

well... at least i realised how unprepared i am before its too late to save myself up! gasp =)

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NO matter what, i must try to my best!!! T_________T feel bad cause these few days i dont think i did truly concentrate in my studies... main reason is: Im being too busy body, that's it.

Well, miss bong and i were having really a lot if fun these few days in the library ( sweat, i know). We chat and laugh like nobody care and that practically explain why we both can stand sitting in there for almost like the whole day, i supposed?? haha

Guilty but at the same time had fun. Grrr~ hate that Mixture of feeling

Phuhhh~ my blog is so dull now. all filled with words. And i think im losing my sense of humor. er.. maybe i should just say my wanna-be attempt to be hillarious kinda perished. at the moment. == ah,... well.. imagine how you feel if you feel as if you only about 3/4 prepared for all your exams which is in 2 days time???

Really? hmm... perhaps. =)

yawn~ sigh. guess i better off to bed now. What a day! Phoohhh!!! =) and i think im immune to caffeine lor... as i still feel so blurdy sleepy after drinking 1/2 cup of indocafe.

Love, Julia
moles, concentration, acids and bases, rates of change, solubility, integration, enzymes, DNA, ribonucleic acid, adenosine triphosphate... fra la la la la and the list goes on