say HO for holiday!

Hi peeps! Im back again in blogsphere :) 2011 has finally almost come to an end. hmm.. 2011 indeed has been really exciting and at the same time, challenging to me. All in all, I enjoyed this year a lot as I get to be involved in various events and activities that I've always wish that I could be in :) Well, there are indeed hard times when I struggle to keep myself from falling apart due to relationships.. friendship... studies and stuffs, but am glad I got over it and I shall declare them all as the past and looking forward to the very new year of 2012!! ^^


Since I've not been updating about my life here, I shall just post bits and pieces of photos that I captured all these while to recap what had I'd been up  to for the last couple of months till now ey ;)Asides from the charity pageant I participated the very beginning of this year, I am glad that I got to be involved in another charity event organised by Studio 23 especially for SWWS (Sarawak Women for Women Society). 

It was sort of like a dance musical theatre entitled " Dance Me A Story". I felt really glad that the event turned out to be very successful (cheers to Serina and the rest of the dancers involved). Boy was I impressed with all their hardworks and dedications! It's undeniably one of the highlights of my 2011 year as I get to do what I like most (which is dancing!though am just an average dancer la :P) and at the same time, contributing to the charity! Besides, I managed to learn how to work as a team, make more new friends, and also not to forget, improving my dancing skills! ^^ 

Credits to Zelt for the candid shots. For the first time I did not appear horrible in candids. It's something rare ya noe :S 

erm.. Actually, I didn't know I can act till I got involved in the Water Princess team!!
 

 MEHHH. Just kidding. by the way, that's Jennifer on the left and Debbie on the right. Charming, aren't they? 

I know I look like Im doing some "Thriller" moves there.

Just not as professional as the one below: 

 Overall, the event was spectacular and one of the most exciting event I ever participate in so far. Definitely yearning for more to come in year 2013! Teehee*


The best part is my water princess role still continue not long after DMAS as I was called to joined the studio      in performing for UMW company's annual dinner! 

Me & the Savannah Princesses :)

With Serena, the owner of Studio23 and also a dedicated dancer that I look up to :)

 and before I officially buried myself in books for my very last paper in my degree studies, I joined the studio's annual dinner as well. 

 AND! Managed to get my lazy a** to work for SenQ grand opening ceremony at somewhere around 6 mile. 

Super love my hair-do and eye makeup that particular day.  Hence, picture bomb in the car! 

Together with the cute one ^^

Finally towards the mid of December, my stress had finally come to an end  right after I completed my last exam on the 14th. Off I went for a family trip in KL! 


Aites, that's it for now. Will blog more about my KL trip soon. Till then peeps! 









Jules 

In case you’ve all forgotten about the existence of this blog spot, here I am  to refresh your memory J Well, like usual, the urge of expressing whatever thoughts in my mind is always there. BUT! Compiling them into a post requires time and effort, which I haven’t been able to spare much lately. Hah!

On the past few weeks, I’ve been dealing with my schoolwork. The whole progress of lab work for final year project was tiring, both mentally and physically (the physical part was durable, and somehow helped in shredding those unnecessary pounds away. bleah.) BUT… as for the overloading mental stress, it was kinda sickening -.-

 If you happened to bump on me in campus for the last few weeks, I'm probably looking like those pups below. Many times, my experiment did not yield the results that I aim for, leaving me feeling Oh-so-discouraged. 

Y LIKE THAT? I thought I'm following the exact procedure already? :O

BUT!! there are times too, when I managed to get some results (very rare though -.-)

Notheless, now I'm officially done with the experiment part and moving on to writing a report about it. 

phew~

AND to my relief, there's  Google to assist me with the writing part.  heh. 

Also, thanks to my good friend, Corina, I managed to work part-time for The Bedroom during their opening ceremony. Easy job, reasonable pay :) 

And... not to forget, tasty pastries from Lof's (eat as much as you can for staffs! ) 

Alright, enough bout the works. BLEAH. 

Now, now. Meet the cutest Baby ever, with the coolest spiky hair here!

 That's baby Zachariah by the way. No doubt that cute one can easily ease my stresses away! 


and urhm.. Aside from that, there's another cute little "thang" that caught my bigbig attention lor. 
They are TINY AND THEY ARE BLUE. kekekke*

 Check out My cute Smurfies doing their work there. Ain't they adorable?

 AWWWWWWW~~`

Since its quite a long post, needa BAHULU BREAK???

ok ignore me. anyhoo!!! There's one morning right, while I happened to take the lift up, I saw a really awesome hair-do :

No offence lah ok. But I seriously think its cool. Somehow they look like sharp knives tangling around her head. Hmm.. I think I've shared it on twitter before. 

Vanity strikes again! HOALAAAAAAA

Although I’ve not been sharing any of my thoughts or progresses right here in blog sphere, I did resort to twitter ( at least not a diary or journal- ever thought of that actually, but not used to it. Zaman moden d bahhh )

 hmm.. this is taken when I was on the way to my relative's wedding dinner. 

The one and only dish I captured, cause apparently its the only one that taste great there -.-

Also, about a month ago, Phil, Sheila, Steven and I went for a road trip all the way to Serikin rural area during the weekend for a joyride. And! we managed to stop by at a Minizoo for a short visit. 

Although the weather was scorching hot, we all somehow had fun there. 

HOW? 

eg, throwing pebbles at porcupines just to see their reactions, talking to strange-looking birds that ACTUALLY RESPONDED, wtf. 

and.. worst of all, 

Trying to persuade the peacock to show off its feathers by tempting it with a 50-dollar-notes!!! 
Welll, that guy is heck of a funny one! hahaha 


 hmm... recently my obsession over Natural organic products are back again. phooh...

 the sweets are yummilicious, trust me. and the bread as well. heheee 
AND!!! 
I wish i can have this nail color! AM so into nude colors these days! 

ABut! I dont mind this type of blue as well. I mean on my toes lah! I give up putting any colors on my fingernails d as they're way too short for any grooming -___________-

Gee... I think am gonna have an abrupt ending for this time as I need to pee badly- not a good reason. heh. Anyway, till then my darlings!!

Listening to: Aqueous Transmission - Incubus. 

Jules , with loves!

Winter sem

To do some reading while lying on the bed (not to forget the part -slowly fall into a deep awesome sleep afterthat) or to just crashed out immediately??

Sort of Left myself with these two options for this noon but HEYHEY! Look where I am now! 

UP AWAKE and blogging, alas. hah!   Well...to be honest, It kinda took all my willpower to not buried my head on my pinky pink pillow at this kinda hour ( I mean goodness! such wonderful time to have a power nap, don't ya think? ) 

Got back from campus around one today. Like usual, first thing i did was to look for food in the kitchen. ( cant help it despite the buildup of spare tyres, oh wells, at least I dance and workout, no?- ignore me, am just consoling myself. hehe) 

Anyhoo! Winter semester is finally over and officially leaving me with three more subjects to mingle with before I declare myself a fresh graduate!! * praying hard I dont flung in any of 'em & at the same time weeping in agony, thinking of the not-so-good progress final year project. hah! 

couldn't care more I would say. I'll just do whatever I can. bleah. Nonetheless, I had great fun in this short semester, enjoying the company of my classmates. Most of them weren't from my batch for this subject but thank God, we all seem to cooperate well together and not to forget had tons of fun too! 

 Random shot taken while we were chilling, waiting for the PCR machine to do its work . I could recalled vividly our conversation on that particular morning as its regarding the Hungry Ghost festival. heh! 


JL: I heard there's about 18 storeys in hell right?
Lisa ( whom obviously a Christian): well, i thought Hell is just Hell. one storey that's it, isn't so? 
Me: The more sins you committed, the deeper storey you are sent to.
JL: so if we just committed one, we're ended up on the first storey. 


*silence


JL: since its that case, I assume the heat and fire subjected won't be that extreme for the first storey, right?
Me: hmm... maybe It would just feels like dipping our feet in the waterbath! 


ok , not funny. I know it shouldn't be taken as a joke :S whoopssy!


Asides from practical classes, I did manage to drag myself to participate in the 30 hour Famine camp. Unfortunately, I had dance rehearsal up in the evening and a casual photoshoot the very next day so I went home early. 

 A photo of moi and other participants and not to forget Miss Lau, my all time favourite lecturer who has already flew to North Korea to pursue her phD. Am so gonna miss her * teary eyes. 


Anyway, I was glad to be able to represent my team for the presentation regarding on ways to help kids whom suffered from infectious diseases such as malaria and pneumonia * at least I put some effort to help the society for once laaa :P


Up awake the very next day... heading to Reservoir Park with hair all curled- up nicely...

but by the end of the afternoon, it all went back straight due to the heavy rain, pretty much drenched //sweat


abut! still can camwhore * cool not? hehe 

And this was taken at Railway coffeeshop. Out of so many little dolls displayed , I happily chose to capture these. Well, I supposed I chose Bruce Lee as I've always had a thing for martial arts. Kid you not. * dont see me looking oh-so-weak and fragile, I can sidekick pretty high ya noe. hurhurhur - white lie detected- just for humor purposes which technically ain't funnay at all I know, just ignore me thanks :)

O yea, speaking of martial arts, recently I watched a movie called Shaolin casted by Andy Lau, Jackie Chan as well as Nic Tze. I know its a pretty old  Hongkie movie but seriously, thumbs up! And now I'm longing to watch "WuXia" featuring Donnie Yen. hmm...funny how I've always fancy movies like this. 

And now would you excuse me, I'd like to resort for a coffee break with my mom, ahemmm

 ( more to like stealing a few sips from her back in the kitchen) TEEHEE

Loves,

Jules 

TGIF

Heylooo  peeps! /hihi

I know… the blog is dead once again. And I’m on my way to save it once more! teehee*

Well, I haven’t felt like I could blog for these couple of weeks *lack of inspiration, phail time management etc etc... 

I supposed I’ve neglected it for a month or so? Hmm.. And now that I’ m finally having the tiny-winny bits of inspiration, I seriously have no idea where to begin. 

But no worries! Am working my way on the new post ( afta finding that hey! I still do have readers till now, eventhough its so outdated dee :D

Anyhoo, see ya soon! 

XOXO

Jules

Pictures bomb

Morning peeps! hmm.. first thing, what do you guys think of my new blog layout? credits to my friend, Lisa. she's the one who fixed all the HTML thing. I personally think it's at least better than the one I did myself though. heh. 


This year's sem break is pretty short as my class is resuming in a week time. hmm.. although its just a short one, I think it's the most productive one I had so far though. Somehow I think I did manage to make full use of the time, freeing myself from study stress and stuffs. I was really lucky as well as I managed to get myself an easy freelance job and from there, I get to work with professional and interesting people around. Point cut short, I had fun! ^^ Also, I'm so glad to be able to meet up with my classmates and had a wonderful outing with both of them. And Joyce the sweet one as well. 


Dear valued customers, 
Spring needs more funding ya.

shoot. I m lazy to arrange the photos in order, so basically they all gonna be in random orders ya >,<

This was taken when we went for a nice pedicure together. All in all, the service was fine, just that I picked the wrong color. Meh. but NO worries!! gonna changed the color soon, hopefully. lalala~ 

Lovin the color and brightness of this picture. This was taken last weekend back at Waterfront.The weather was so hot that I feel like jumping into the Sarawak River at that moment!

 Seriously hard to camwhore with 3 person, this is like the 123534763865 shot taken, hence the awkward hand pose -.-

Check out the one behind. wakakakaka

 Lovin this picture! 

YAYA... We're so happy that we're about to fly like that -____-
I ve got more of those  funny looking poses but nah, better saved them up before I get strangled for posting them.

donuts break! The cheese one is sho sinful but damn nice lah! slurps*  At such open space also can camwhore. The expression of the workers there when they saw us doing that act were, pricelessly 0.0 *close one eye, pretend didn't give a shit huhuhu

Went to pay a visit at my uncle's new house.
Meet my two young cousins, Florence and Olivia!

Sticky candies!

someone pass me this nao prease. Im so bored and I just feel like munching something. 

 Doesn't look very appetizing but all in all, it was not bad lah. 

 This one is like Fire burning in the tongue, for God sake! but somehow I just love the sweet and spicy taste.


And nao nao, behold the endless shots of thee! 
Dont dare to enlarge this, fear that I scare the hell out of you guys out there. We're basically hardcore vain freaks that can snapshots from the room to living room and even to outdoor ya know * so flexible tralalalala***

 

And Lisa stayed over after the awesome day out together.Actually she was planning to stay for only a night at my place but since we both got nothing much to do basically ( pretending i ve got no fyp to deal with that time wtf *waddles away), she stayed for another night and we had our "monsterous" pillow talk till 3 in the morning. fyi, we dont lie on the bed and chat like normal girls do.Instead its more to speaking and laughing out loud like bunch of  pasar malam aunties////wakakaka 

And the very next morning, I was half an hour late for my bellly dance class. FTW!!!!

Lisa: Muka Serious! 

Result: MEH -.- 

Epic fail *tsktsk.

The pictures are all over the place, I know, especially the vain ones. duh..   Sit till butt pain d. time to snuggle on my bed a while before off to evening mass. Hope that St Pete isnt too crowded, having mild headache now what turf. I need AIRRRRR! 

 It takes time to realize where you belong to and where you sit stand sometimes-
Don't need to try to understand this sentence cause it's meant to be not understandable. 


cos.. .I feel cool lidat. Bleah.

GOTCHA! teehee*

Yours truly, 
Julia

ohayo

Hey hey! Been pretty much occupied with errands lately. BUT, promise will be right back shortly. so stay tune!


XOXO

In search of the new ME

Hey there everyone! I'm back again. teehee* Sem break is finally here! woohoo! feels really glad that I'm finally done with my finals. Those moments spent in the open lab for hours and hours were such a torment for me. fuhhh

 well, fyi, I'm not the type that can sit back in my own room and study so yea, I gotta camped in uni almost every-single-day and now ended up with severe conjunctivitis due to excessive use of lens. ok. nevermind. Let's just skip that. Now i'm just hoping for the best for my results so yea, fingers crossed.

Frankly speaking, many times that I tried to create a post but I ended up diverting to face book or youtube ( random vids by nigahiga or wongfu production, etc. lol.)  And part of the reason is that I can't seem to blog like back then where I can really express the thoughts in my mind. Prolly it's due to the fact that I'm no longer used to express my feelings in the blog sphere. Hence, twitter has become an alternative. But since that I've got plenty of time now, I shall try to urhmmm... truly blog something. I mean not just about pictures and events and  stuffs.. so be prepared to be flooded with tons of words! 

Now now where should I start... hmm. maybe I should start with my personal thingy. LOL

All these while, I think I went through vast changes in terms of my personality. Early this year, I started to feel a little lost, unsure of what I should believe in and what am I fighting for all these while.Insecure about people around me, unsure of who and what should I trust and believe in any longer. And the saddest part is I almost lose my faith in God. I was so bitter in a way that I put all the blames of  my failures and  disappointments that I had on the love ones that backfired me, in God. I loathe the fact that why some times justice can never be obtained. Take bully as an example. Bullying in physical term there's still a ray of hope for judgement but what about those via mental torment? How are you supposed to back yourself up for that? 

Well I'm not sure does this feeling exist in most people when going through stages of growing up or its just the silly me.The anger that rose inside of me sort of caused me to be rather harsh towards people around me especially my mother. I felt that what's the point of being Miss nice? I don't see there's much appreciations pun. And worst of all, the pay back that you get from sometimes is just "breathtaking". HUALA. 

What upset me most is that I noticed that I've becoming more and more introvert, cold-hearted. That new side of  me build up as I get more and more paranoid of getting hurt by people and circumstances around me. This made me truly missed the old me. The one who can laugh at the most random thing ever, the one who can simply  joke with friends around. the one who's genuinely "happy" somehow. 

huh.... besides, My confidence in everything that I do somewhat  just went "poof", gone completely. I felt like there's this tiny part of me that I can never expressed. I couldn't find a way to show the inner side of me. The more I tried , the more downhill I go. Then, I got really frustrated. Hence, I choose not wanting to do much nor think much, just  keep on pacing through my life as I thought with this kind of lifestyle, I can free myself from all these overwhelming personal conflict issue. Well, guess I was pretty much wrong. In fact, I weren't happy at all. 

At times when Im seriously down and lost like that, I began to realize that somehow I need someone special to be with me. Someone who's willing to listen to my problems, someone who  can accept who i truly are, someone who can walk with me in search of my true self and goals. But I know it's definitely not gonna be easy as it will probably be hard to fit into my complicated life :S  LOL. kid not XD

O boy, can't believe I've been here crapping for like an hour and the half. sweat. Actually, I ain't sure whether do I want to publish this or not. GAHHH I think I'll just post it lah! If not what's the point of wasting my time, staring at the laptop for hours with super red eyes. *the eyes are in pretty bad condition that I feel like koreK-ing them out, what turf -______-

Well, nonetheless,  at least I'm no longer THAT lost anymore for now! :X Somehow I realized that dissatisfaction and anger will not bring me anywhere but instead, will caused me to be even more lost in this journey of life. Also, I come to learn that we can't escape from the fact that everyone adores themselves much more than anything else in this world and I won't deny that I'm not much of an exception (; 

But there's one thing that I'm prettty much sure of is that I am no longer the old me anymore. I think what I've experienced all these while are enought to completely change my mentality towards life. 

ANYWAY, check out my photography skill! It's taken via my iphone so not that clear resolution lah! hehe. Anyway, its taken at the roottop back at Gasoline, Spring.   

OK now I feel like singing.

Stary stary night~ 

ok lame. 

Time to sleep. Nights ya'all. 

XoXo

Jules